ouch.
I feel so disappointed.. and tired.
Tired of fighting with everyone here..
my parents
my friends
him
Maybe… what he said long ago was true. maybe it is all my fault. I’m so stubborn and hard headed and argumentative and all these things.. that maybe.. maybe i do run around sabotaging relationships. Maybe im the reason everything fails.
maybe it really is my fault.
“after all these people who leave… maybe its you.”
And all those hurt feelings i was trying to avoid, after all those walls i tore down…I really did believe he was different, i really did believe that maybe he could love me…
all it got me was some hard core heartache.lets walk away please, from everything… clean slates.
It is your fault angie……you should have walked away when you had the chance
